My stomach hurts...

I am so tired. I only got 5 hours of sleep the night before and the night before that was only 3 hours. Ha, ha... So when I got to work last night I sucked down 2 cups of coffee and I had my little caffiene fix that lasted me the whole night...so that was good. I was a food runner last night for the first time and by the time I got home my feet were swallin'. Anyways the cause of my lack of sleep is Jeremiah. We talk on the phone for hours some nights, so yeah... It is nice. I think I'm falling for him some days...I text messaged him on my friend's phone and said, "I think I love you," and then we talked later that day and told me he thinks he loves me too. Ha, ha...ain't that sweet. I don't care anymore...I'm gonna let my emotions run free, I don't care. I am so numb to a broken heart, that even if this doesn't last it won't be the end of the world for me. Man...I wish he was here. I'm thinking about maybe not going to homecoming but I'm not sure. Ha, ha...and guess what, I don't give a flying fuck about school anymore. If it was up to me I would drop out, its a waste of time. I was bitching a couple of freshmen out yesterday for trying to cut me in the lunch line and pushed them out of my way so they get behind me...stupid bitches. Fuck that shit...no one ain't skipping me anymore. I don't know, but I just ain't in a good mood today...I'm just kind of bitchy...lol. Oh well...I love Jeremiah and I don't give a shit what anyone thinks of that. Its crazy how fast this is going but for the first time I really don't care...its how I feel and I'm not going to stop it or hold back and you know what? He loves me too.